Spring Break With Shayyy

So for Spring Break, the beginning of it anyways, Shalai stayed with our family. She came on Sunday after I got off work (8 and a half hour shift... 6am to 2:30 after I had just closed at midnight the night before) and she stayed til Wednesday afternoon.

So regretably we didn't take any pictures on Sunday, but we didn't look too swell, so you can't blame us. But we didn't do too much anyways... just made cookies, slept (I did, I was exhausted), watched movies and tv, and talked to the boys... But Monday we woke up at about 10:30.. 11ish and got ready, then went to Olive Garden!! :) It was totally amazing. And I wore one of Shay/Mikalies really cute shirts cause I'm not a huge fan of any of mine.

Then from there we walked to the mall. Since its just across the lot and all.. Haha, so we just looked around and I bought this really cute shirt at Forever 21 (I need to shop there more) and I wanted jeans, but I kept myself from doing so. I'm addicted.. Haha but we did try on prom dresses and this is the one I liked. It was so cute! :) Well the picture isn't, but the dress was. :) Then later we went to see Race to Witch Mountain with my family and I loved it! It was so good!



Anyways, then on Tuesday we rode the light rail (Shay hasn't been on it) and went to downtown Phoenix and went to this amazing pizza place with HUGEEE pizzas and AMAZING brownies :) We had alot of fun there.

Then Emma's feet hurt so we put her on Shalai's shoulders and took a detour before we got back on the light rail. I didn't like any of me and Shay that we took, although Shay looked super cute... but here is one of Emma and mom looking at the newspapers Emma just HAD to have. Haha.

Well anyways, later that day we got back and hung out with my best friend Kristen (she got her license!) and just hung out and stuff. Then on Wednesday we went to Superstition Mall and watched Inkheart which was surprisingly very good, then ate, then Shay went home with her mom and sister (who went to the movie with us too) and it was sad. Then I worked.. Haha, but I had a great week! I just hope it stays this great.. but I'm not sure; all my friends are out of town now. But we'll see! I have high hopes. :)

Unsure

Well, as you know, I haven't been in the best of moods lately...

So I went to work today in that same mood. And as I was collecting carts I passed a lady and she looked at me and said, "You don't see beautiful girls like that anymore." And smiled and me and did the whole 'curves' thing. She probably has no idea how much that meant to me. It totally brightened my mood and helped me come to a few realizations that aren't easy to come to without a little push.

Of course I'm still not super happy as I have been this past month, but I'm starting to get past everything that happened. Yes, I wish it wasn't ending, but thats life. And knowing what I know its probably a good thing actually.

Anyways my cousin Amaree and her children Kade and Charlie are visiting this week from Montana. I'm so super excited; I've missed them so much!

And tomorrow is my choir concert, and I'm very excited for that too. I'm gonna have to call in at work, which isn't good considering I'm so new. But there really is nothing I can do about it.

Then I have Tuesday off and Friday off. And I think I'm going to be babysitting Kade and Charlie on Friday so Amaree can go to the temple.

Oh, and I finally finished my letter to my big brother, John Alan. I'm not sure if he'll get it, but I sure hope he does. I need him more than anything right now and I miss him sooooo much. I just wish he knew, hence the point of my letter.

Well, I have school tomorrow. It seems so weird to have school, working made the weekend last so long. Hopefully I have no homework; cause if I do I didn't do it. :)