Unsure

Well, as you know, I haven't been in the best of moods lately...

So I went to work today in that same mood. And as I was collecting carts I passed a lady and she looked at me and said, "You don't see beautiful girls like that anymore." And smiled and me and did the whole 'curves' thing. She probably has no idea how much that meant to me. It totally brightened my mood and helped me come to a few realizations that aren't easy to come to without a little push.

Of course I'm still not super happy as I have been this past month, but I'm starting to get past everything that happened. Yes, I wish it wasn't ending, but thats life. And knowing what I know its probably a good thing actually.

Anyways my cousin Amaree and her children Kade and Charlie are visiting this week from Montana. I'm so super excited; I've missed them so much!

And tomorrow is my choir concert, and I'm very excited for that too. I'm gonna have to call in at work, which isn't good considering I'm so new. But there really is nothing I can do about it.

Then I have Tuesday off and Friday off. And I think I'm going to be babysitting Kade and Charlie on Friday so Amaree can go to the temple.

Oh, and I finally finished my letter to my big brother, John Alan. I'm not sure if he'll get it, but I sure hope he does. I need him more than anything right now and I miss him sooooo much. I just wish he knew, hence the point of my letter.

Well, I have school tomorrow. It seems so weird to have school, working made the weekend last so long. Hopefully I have no homework; cause if I do I didn't do it. :)